HOLY WOW!! 

I can't believe how badly i've neglected you xanga.  I'm so sowwee :( I feel like a bad boyfriend to you.  I use to visit you every single day, took time to tell you about my day and my life, and then after a while, i forget you exist and forget that you were the reason for my dreams and aspirations!  You made me want to write creatively, you made me want to become a journalists for some big-time magazine, and days still go by where I am inching closer and closer towards that career path yet I neglect to update you about my journey :(. 

I used to write in my xanga every single day, and I loved it.  I loved pouring out my thoughts through my fingers onto the keyboard and hitting SAVE CHANGES.  my oh my how times have changed... how I have changed.. how everyone and everything has changed...

Well let's try to update.
College is somethin' else.  That's for sure.  The only way for you to get anywhere is to be assertive.  Well I guess that applies to everything in life, right?  I love being in control, picking and choosing classes at early hours of the afternoon... deciding whether or not to go to class.. walking around and meeting new people everywhere.  I love how diverse college is; how the world is.  I love how I can be myself.

I love Thursdays! Cause it's the beginning of my weekend. :)

I'll tell you one thing I hate: I HATE BUYING BOOKS!!!  Money money money.
And I hate finding parking.  Such bullshit.

I wonder if I'm content?

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DAMN YOU MINESWEEPER!
most favorite game in the world.
it's proof i have slow reflexes/reaction times!!!!
to get a good game going i just click click click until i get lucky and get a fat chunk to open up (do you know what i mean???) then once i do i don't realize it and i keep clicking then BAM i get a mine
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eff that! LOL

i hate life.
jk i love life.
i can't wait for thanksgiving.

i've been playing christmas songs much too much lately i'm gonna lay off so that i don't wear the holiday spirit out. but EEEEEEEEEEe i'm really excited for winter break i can't wait to go on adventures and vacations and whatnots.  and i can't wait for all the high schoool friends to come back to town to visit because town has been so empty wahhhhhhhhhh. 

i think i'm in full-blown college/study mode with the occasional girls night outs and clubbing adventures and whatnot but i reallyl really am in dire need to raise my math grade no joke BREUSCH WHY DID YOU DO NOTHING ALL YEAR BUT MAKE ME LOL IN CLASS why did i not learn more about statistics gahhhhhhhhh its biting me in the newly sculpted and worked out be-hiind. HAHA

why are you reading this?! go study! :)